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Closer to Nowhere(9)
Author: Ellen Hopkins

   I don’t wish on stars.

   Or planets. Or whatever.

   Luck is mostly a matter

   of effort, Mom told me once.

   I’m not sure that’s true.

   I remember her trying

   real hard. But she never

   managed to get lucky.

   Anyway, one time I told

   Hannah about the owl.

   An owl? Seriously?

   They’re bad luck, you know.

   I looked it up. In some

   cultures, owls are considered

   messengers of death.

   Like, if they visit,

   someone might die.

   But in other places,

   they’re symbols of wisdom.

   And in the Harry Potter world

   of wizarding, they are faithful

   servants and masterful spies.

   When I mentioned that to Hannah,

   who’s a huge HP fan (one of the few

   things we have in common), it made

   her mad. Don’t ask me why.

   But those are pretend

   owls, not real ones,

   she huffed, face all red.

   “Superstitions aren’t real,

   either. My owl has been coming

   around for a while now,

   and everyone’s still alive.”

   For now, you mean.

   It could happen anytime.

   Her eyes got all big, like

   she shouldn’t have said that.

   But she was right.

   One day someone’s here.

   The next day, they’re gone.

   And you can’t have them back.

   I know from experience.

 

 

FACT OR FICTION:


   Kids Need Nine Hours of Sleep


   Answer: Most do, according to experts.

   But not me. Designated bedtime

   is nine p.m. My body clock disagrees,

   so Aunt Taryn lets me read

   for thirty minutes under the covers.

   After that, lights out.

   Still, my brain has a hard time

   closing down, so I usually lie

   there longer before dropping off.

   Then, just like this morning,

   around five a.m., thoughts

   start ping-ponging in my head.

   Should I wear shorts? Jeans?

   Isn’t it awesome to have the choice?

   What if everything changes tomorrow?

   I get seven hours, if I’m lucky.

   It seems to be plenty,

   although some days I’m mad

   at the world and the only

   reason for that I can figure

   out is maybe I’m tired.

   I think that’s called cause and effect.

   Now, Hannah needs those nine

   hours, and as far as I can tell,

   she usually gets them.

   Except she’s always up early

   before a competition.

   Anxious about what’s ahead.

   Worry is an alarm clock.

   I can hear her nervous humming

   down the hall, on the way

   to the kitchen. She likes to “fuel

   up,” as she calls it, well ahead

   of her Saturday meets.

   Gotta give it time to digest.

   That’s what she told me, and I

   think that means so she doesn’t

   fart mid-roundoff or -handspring.

   Not sure the judges could dock her,

   but it might leave a bad impression.

   I’d laugh like crazy, but that’s me.

   It doesn’t take long for her

   to finish her “complex carbs”

   breakfast. Energy foods, she claims.

   By the time I’m dressed and

   my hair’s mostly pushed into place,

   she’s headed back to her room.

   On the return trip, singing loudly.

   Guess her vocal cords

   have been energized.

   That proves to be the case

   when a scream rises

   in her bedroom next door.

   Mom! Seriously? Mom!

   Uh-oh.

 

 

Definition of Rad:


   Radical; Awesome


   I was up in plenty of time.

   Had my yogurt, fruit and cereal.

   Came back to my room to get

   dressed and pack my gear.

   But my competition leotard

   seems to be missing. I dig

   through my dresser, looking

   for a hint of sparkly purple.

   That’s our team color, which

   is rad because it’s my favorite.

   Misty says it goes with my skin

   tone and makes the copper

   highlights in my hair pop.

   Misty’s kind of an expert.

   She reads teen magazines

   and always takes those tests,

   like

   What the Flower You Like Best

   Says About Your Personality

   or

   What Breed of Dog Is Most

   Compatible with Your Birth Sign.

   Misty rocks.

   Hmm. Where’s that leotard?

   Oh, here it is, in the wrong drawer.

   Why is it with my jeans?

   Whatever. At least I found it.

   Slip my right foot through the leg

   hole. Left foot . . . Hey. It won’t go.

   I slide the first leg back out,

   hold up the leotard. No way!

   “Mom! Seriously? Mom!”

   Her footsteps come pounding

   up the hall. What is it? Are you hurt?

   “No, but my leotard is.

   Did you wash this hot?”

   Of course not. If there’s one thing

   I know how to do, it’s laundry.

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