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Closer to Nowhere(11)
Author: Ellen Hopkins

 

Definition of Glamorous:


   Dazzling; Beautiful


   Misty catches up to me

   in the locker room.

   Practice leotard?

   What’s up with that?

   My jaw tightens and

   I grit my teeth. “Ask Cal.”

   Oh. Is he here? Misty knows

   he can be a distraction.

   “Where else? Not like we can

   leave him home alone.

   He’d probably blow up

   the microwave or something.”

   True. And it’s not like anyone

   would want to babysit him.

   “Not even for a million dollars.”

   Well, that leotard looks okay.

   It’s just not elegant. Misty makes

   her voice all husky and low,

   like an old-time Hollywood star.

   Sometimes Misty watches

   ancient movies with Mom and me.

   Mom thinks they’re rad.

   “I know it isn’t glamorous,

   but it will just have to do.”

   Come on. Let me do your makeup.

   Maybe some glittery eye shadow

   will help. Misty knows makeup, too.

   Mom only lets me wear it

   for performances, so I’m

   glad to have Misty’s help.

   If I tried to do it myself,

   I’d probably look like a clown.

   Shadow.

   Mascara.

   Blush.

   When I look in the mirror,

   I have to smile. My eyes

   and leotard are color

   coordinated, and there’s

   at least a little sparkle.

   Better? asks Misty.

   “Better,” I agree.

   Which is good,

   because when Coach calls

   us for warm-ups, if she notices

   what I’m wearing,

   she doesn’t say a word.

   As I jog and jump around

   the mat, I find Mom and Cal

   in the stands, but not Dad.

   Well, there’s still lots of time

   before the meet starts.

   If he’s a little late, it’s better

   than him not making it at all.

   Especially if I flub the bars.

 

 

Definition of Pirouette:


   Whirl; Spin


   Coach claps her hands.

   Okay, girls, line up.

   Time for the march in.

   My tummy flutters as we line

   up by height, putting me

   right in the middle of the stack.

   A rhythmic applause fires up,

   and the announcer declares that

   the competition has officially begun.

   When our team—the Comets—

   is announced, we salute the judges,

   then continue to the bars.

   I watch my teammates perform

   with one eye, keep the other

   on the stands. There. There’s Dad!

   I give him a little wave and he blows

   me a kiss, which gives me confidence.

   Also, a huge attack of nerves.

   I close my eyes, take deep breaths.

   When my name is called, I tell

   myself: You’ve got this.

   I spring onto the lower bar.

   Glide forward, backward.

   Point the toes. Point the toes.

   Lift my pointed toes to the bar.

   Rotate back beneath it.

   Arms straight. Arms straight.

   Arms straight, up into a handstand.

   Pirouette to face the other way.

   Legs together. Legs together.

   Legs together, stand on low bar.

   Jump over to the high one.

   Elbows locked. Elbows locked.

   Elbows locked, arms straight.

   Legs together. Take a giant swing.

   Set up dismount. Set up dismount.

   Setting up my dismount, another swing.

   Reach for height. One twist. Down I come.

   Nail the landing. Nail the landing.

   I nail the landing.

   Not even a small stumble.

   The judges dock me a little

   for not holding my handstand

   long enough and a slight elbow break.

   But I did well, and when my score

   comes up a 9.6 out of

   a possible 10, I hear my parents.

   Cheering together.

   Applauding together.

   Sitting together.

   Exactly the way things

   should be. And together,

   they’re double proud of me.

 

 

Definition of Contentment:


   The Feeling That All Is Well


   Figure in Cal,

   who’s whooping, too,

   that’s a triple dose of pride.

   A huge wave

   of contentment

   splashes over me,

   and as we move to the next

   event rotation, my confidence grows.

   That’s good, because

   the four-inch-wide padded steel

   balance beam is especially challenging

   to tumble and dance across.

   With every landing, your feet

   have to hit just right so you

   don’t fall off the narrow beam.

   Today, I ace every move

   from my mount, straight

   into sideways splits,

   to my back-somersault dismount.

   It’s a near-perfect performance,

   barely a bobble.

   I glance up into the stands.

   Dad gives me a thumbs-up.

   Mom does a little happy dance.

   And Cal? He’s not around.

   As we rotate again, this time

   to the floor, I tap Misty’s shoulder.

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