I dragged myself to my feet and turned on the sink faucet.
Wetting a washcloth, I pressed it to my face. My mind still felt like it was unraveling faster than a spool of thread, and I squeezed my eyes closed to make the motion stop. But what about the archangels? I asked myself again. How could Patch and I have a normal relationship when they were constantly watching us? I froze. They could be watching me right now. They could be watching Patch. Trying to tell if he’d crossed the line.
Looking for any excuse to send him to hell, and away from me, forever.
I felt my anger reignite. Why couldn’t they leave us alone?
Why were they so bent on destroying Patch? Patch had told me he was the first fall en angel to get his wings back and become a guardian angel. Were the archangels angry over that? Did they feel Patch had somehow tricked them? Or that he’d cheated his way back up from the bottom? Did they want to put him in his place? Or did they merely not trust him?
I closed my eyes, feeling a tear travel down the side of my nose. I take it all back, I thought. I desperately wanted to call Patch but didn’t know whether I’d be putting him at some kind of risk. Could the archangels listen in on phone conversations?
How were Patch and I supposed to have an honest talk if they were eavesdropping?
I also couldn’t let go of my pride that quickly. Didn’t he realize he was just as much in the wrong? The whole reason we’d fought in the first place was because he’d refused to tell me what he was doing at Marcie’s house last night. I wasn’t the jealous type, but he knew my history with Marcie. He knew this was the one time when I had to know.
There was something else causing my insides to sicken.
Patch said Marcie had been attacked in the men’s room at Bo’s Arcade. What was Marcie doing at Bo’s? As far as I knew, nobody at Cold-water High hung out at Bo’s. In fact, prior to meeting Patch, I’d never heard of the place. Was it a coincidence that the day after Patch was gazing at Marcie’s bedroom window, she’d wandered through Bo’s front doors?
Patch had insisted there was nothing but business between them, but what did that even mean? And Marcie was many things, among them seductive and persuasive. Not only did she not take no for an answer, she didn’t accept any answer that wasn’t exactly what she wanted.
What if, this time, she wanted … Patch?
A loud rap at the front door brought me out of my reverie.
I curled up in the heaps of pillows on my bed, closed my eyes, and dialed my mom. “The Parnells are here.”
“Ack! I’m at the light on Walnut. I’ll be there in two minutes.
Invite them in.”
“I barely remember Scott, and I don’t remember his mom at all. I’ll invite them in, but I’m not making small talk. I’ll hang out in my room until you get back.” I tried to convey in my tone that something was wrong, but it wasn’t like I could confide in my mom. She hated Patch. She wouldn’t sympathize. I couldn’t take hearing the happiness and relief in her voice. Not now.
“Nora.”
“Fine! I’ll talk to them.” I snapped my phone shut and threw it across the room.
I took my time walking to the front door and flipped the lock back. The guy standing on the doormat was tall and well built— I could tell, since his T-shirt fit on the snug side and blatantly advertised PLATINUM GYM, PORTLAND. A silver hoop ran through his right earlobe, and his Levi’s hung dangerously low on the hips.
He wore a pink Hawaiian-print ball cap that looked fresh off a thrift store shelf and had to be an inside joke, and his sunglasses reminded me of Hulk Hogan. Despite all this, he had a certain boyish charm.
The corners of his mouth turned up. “You must be Nora.”
“You must be Scott.”
He stepped inside and pulled off his sunglasses. His eyes scanned the hall leading back to the kitchen and family room.
“Where’s your mom?”
“On her way home with dinner.”
“What are we having?”
I didn’t like his use of the word “we.” There was no “we.” There was the Grey family, and the Parnel family. Two separate entities that happened to be sharing the same dinner table for one night.
When I didn’t answer, he pushed on. “Coldwater’s a little smaller than I’m used to.”
I folded my arms over my chest. “It’s also a little colder than Portland.”
He gave me a head-to-toe, then smiled ever so slightly. “So I noticed.” He sidestepped me on his way to the kitchen and noticed.” He sidestepped me on his way to the kitchen and tugged on the fridge door. “Got any beer?”
“What? No.”
The front door was still open, and voices carried in from outside. My mom stepped over the threshold, carrying two brown paper grocery bags. A round woman with a bad pixie-style haircut and heavy pink makeup followed her in.
“Nora, this is Lynn Parnell,” my mom said. “Lynn, this is Nora.
”
“My, my,” Mrs. Parnel said, clasping her hands together.
“She looks just like you, doesn’t she, Blythe? And look at those legs! Longer than the Vegas strip.”
I spoke up. “I know this is bad timing, but I’m not feeling well, so I’m going to go lie down—”
I broke off at the black look my mom shot in my direction. I aimed my most unjust look back.
“Scott has really grown up, hasn’t he, Nora?” she said.
“Very observant.”
Mom set the bags on the counter and addressed Scott.
“Nora and I were a little nostalgic this morning, remembering all the things the two of you used to do. Nora told me you used to try to get her to eat roly-polies.”
Before Scott could defend himself, I said, “He used to fry them alive under a magnifying glass, and he didn’t try to get me to eat them. He sat on top of me and pinched my nose until I ran out of air and had to open my mouth. Then he flicked them inside.”
Mom and Mrs. Parnel shared a quick look.
“Scott was always very persuasive,” Mrs. Parnel said quickly. “He can talk people into doing things they’d never dream of. He has a knack for it. He talked me into buying him a 1966 Ford Mustang, mint condition. Of course, he hit me at a good time, I was so guilt-ridden over the divorce. Well. As I was saying, Scott probably made the best fried roly-polies on the whole block.”
Everyone looked to me for confirmation.
I couldn’t believe we were discussing this as if it was a perfectly normal topic of conversation.
“So,” Scott piped up, scratching his chest. His bicep flexed when he did, but he probably knew that. “What’s for dinner?”
“Lasagna, garlic bread, and a Jell-O salad,” said Mom with a smile. “Nora made the salad.”
This was news to me. “I did?”
“You bought the Jell-O boxes,” she reminded me.
“That doesn’t really count.”
“Nora made the salad,” Mom assured Scott. “I think everything is ready. Why don’t we eat?”
Once seated, we joined hands and Mom blessed the food.
“Tell me about apartments in the neighborhood,” Mrs. Parnel said, cutting the lasagna and sliding the first piece onto Scott’s plate. “How much can I expect to pay for two bedrooms, two baths?”