‘Do you have a reason to see her?’
It was a rude question, but Ned pretended not to notice. He opened his satchel. ‘I brought her a present from France,’ he said. He took out a length of shimmering lavender silk, carefully folded. ‘I think the colour will suit her.’
‘She won’t want to see you.’
Ned frowned. What was this? ‘I’m quite sure she will.’
‘I can’t imagine why.’
Ned chose his words carefully. ‘I admire your sister, Rollo, and I believe she is fond of me.’
‘You’re going to find that things have changed while you’ve been away, young Ned,’ said Rollo condescendingly.
Ned did not take this seriously. He thought Rollo was just being slyly malicious. ‘All the same, please ask her.’
Rollo smiled, and that worried Ned, for it was the smile he had worn when he had permission to flog one of the younger pupils at the school.
Rollo said: ‘Margery is engaged to be married.’
‘What?’ Ned stared at him, feeling shocked and hurt, as if he had been clubbed from behind. He had not been sure what to expect, but he had not dreamed of this.
Rollo just looked back, smiling.
Ned said the first thing that came into his head. ‘Who to?’
‘She is going to marry Viscount Shiring.’
Ned said: ‘Bart?’ That was incredible. Of all the young men in the county, the slow-witted, humourless Bart Shiring was the least likely to capture Margery’s heart. The prospect that he would one day be the earl of Shiring might have been enough for many girls – but not for Margery, Ned was sure.
Or, at least, he would have been sure a year ago.
He said: ‘Are you making this up?’
It was a foolish question, he realized immediately. Rollo could be crafty and spiteful, but not stupid: he would not invent such a story, for fear of looking foolish when the truth came out.
Rollo shrugged. ‘The engagement will be announced tomorrow at the earl’s banquet.’
Tomorrow was the twelfth day of Christmas. If the earl of Shiring was having a celebration, it was certain that Ned’s family had been invited. So Ned would be there to hear the announcement, if Rollo was telling the truth.
‘Does she love him?’ Ned blurted out.
Rollo was not expecting that question, and it was his turn to be startled. ‘I don’t see why I should discuss that with you.’
His equivocation made Ned suspect that the answer was No. ‘Why do you look so shifty?’
Rollo bridled. ‘You’d better go, before I feel obliged to thrash you the way I used to.’
‘We’re not in school any longer,’ Ned said. ‘You might be surprised by which of us gets thrashed.’ He wanted to fight Rollo, and he was angry enough not to care whether he would win.
But Rollo was more circumspect. He walked to the door and held it open. ‘Goodbye,’ he said.
Ned hesitated. He did not want to go without seeing Margery. If he had known where her room was he might have run up the stairs. But he would look stupid opening bedroom doors at random in someone else’s house.
He picked up the silk and put it back in his satchel. ‘This isn’t the last word,’ he said. ‘You can’t keep her locked away for long. I will speak to her.’
Rollo ignored that, and stood patiently at the door.
Ned itched to punch Rollo, but supressed the urge with an effort: they were men now, and he could not start a fight with so little provocation. He felt outmanoeuvred. He hesitated for a long moment. He could not think what to do.
So he went out.
Rollo said: ‘Don’t hurry back.’
Ned walked the short distance down the main street to the house where he had been born.
The Willard place was opposite the west front of the cathedral. It had been enlarged, over the years, with haphazard extensions, and now it sprawled untidily over several thousand square feet. But it was comfortable, with massive fireplaces, a large dining room for convivial meals, and good feather beds. The place was home to Alice Willard and her two sons plus Grandma, the mother of Ned’s late father.
Ned went in and found his mother in the front parlour, which she used as an office when not at the waterfront warehouse. She leaped up from her chair at the writing table and hugged and kissed him. She was heavier than she had been a year ago, he saw right away; but he decided not to say so.
He looked around. The room had not changed. Her favourite painting was there, a picture of Christ and the adulteress surrounded by a crowd of hypocritical Pharisees who wanted to stone her to death. Alice liked to quote Jesus: ‘He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.’ It was also an erotic picture, for the woman’s breasts were exposed, a sight that had at one time given young Ned vivid dreams.
He looked out of the parlour window across the market square to the elegant façade of the great church, with its long lines of lancet windows and pointed arches. It had been there every day of his life: only the sky above it changed with the seasons. It gave him a vague but powerful sense of reassurance. People were born and died, cities could rise and fall, wars began and ended, but Kingsbridge Cathedral would last until the Day of Judgement.
‘So you went into the cathedral to give thanks,’ she said. ‘You’re a good boy.’
He could not deceive her. ‘I went to the Fitzgerald house as well,’ he said. He saw a brief look of disappointment flash across her face, and he said: ‘I hope you don’t mind that I went there first.’
‘A little,’ she admitted. ‘But I should remember what it’s like to be young and in love.’
She was forty-eight. After Edmund died, everyone had said she should marry again, and little Ned, eight years old, had been terrified that he would get a cruel stepfather. But she had been a widow for ten years now, and he guessed she would stay single.
Ned said: ‘Rollo told me that Margery is going to marry Bart Shiring.’
‘Oh, dear. I was afraid of that. Poor Ned. I’m so sorry.’
‘Why does her father have the right to tell her who to marry?’
‘Fathers expect some degree of control. Your father and I didn’t have to worry about that. I never had a daughter … who lived.’
Ned knew that. His mother had given birth to two girls before Barney. Ned was familiar with the two little tombstones in the graveyard on the north side of Kingsbridge Cathedral.
He said: ‘A woman has to love her husband. You wouldn’t have forced a daughter to marry a brute like Bart.’
‘No, I suppose I wouldn’t.’
‘What is wrong with those people?’
‘Sir Reginald believes in hierarchies and authority. As mayor, he thinks an alderman’s job is to make decisions and then enforce them. When your father was mayor he said that aldermen should rule the town by serving it.’
Ned said impatiently: ‘That sounds like two ways of looking at the same thing.’
‘It’s not, though,’ said his mother. ‘It’s two different worlds.’
*
‘I WILL NOT marry Bart Shiring!’ said Margery Fitzgerald to her mother.
Margery was upset and angry. For twelve months she had been waiting for Ned to return, thinking about him every day, longing to see his wry smile and golden-brown eyes; and now she had learned, from the servants, that he was back in Kingsbridge, and he had come to the house, but they had not told her, and he had gone away! She was furious at her family for deceiving her, and she wept with frustration.