I won’t let myself believe she is someone that’s here to get information on me. I convince myself it would be too much of a coincidence.
I need to stop being suspicious of everyone, which is hard considering it’s what’s kept me safe all of this time. I need to remember that her sister married my brother. Even my own brother doesn't know about my work with Interpol. All they know is that I’m out in Hong Kong doing business. I was, but not in the way they thought.
Her attraction to me isn’t acted. I’ve seen it in her eyes and the way her lips slightly part. Her reactions are natural.
It’s not as though a woman like Kinley couldn't have gotten any man in that wedding to go home with her. Not that I was going to give anyone a chance to get near her. She’s mine. I turn my head for a moment, trying to hide my anger. Thinking about another man touching her is not something I want to continue to do. She belongs to me now.
How long has it been since I’ve even kissed another woman? Now I've done it twice in the last twenty-four hours. Yes, in the underbelly of the dark world I play in there tend to be women everywhere, but I’ve never touched any of them.
Most of them are willing to do anything for a few dollars. That always made my gut turn and caused guilt to ensue inside of me for them. That was a line I never crossed, not even when I was trying to blend in.
There are things I’ve seen that have left permanent scars inside my mind. There is no healing from those things, so I pushed them to the back of my mind.
“Luke.” She breathes out my name. Her already plump lips are swollen. I’ve managed to pull some of the pins in her hair out while we kissed, freeing the rest of that hair of hers so it can fall all around her.
I think I might be wrong after all. I feel as though Kinley could heal me. That her very presence could erase all the bad shit I’ve seen in this world. Too bad she isn't mine to have forever. Sometime tomorrow, we’ll both be on a plane, creating more space between us. Fuck it hurts to think about that.
I’ve only just met the woman, but for some reason it feels as though I’ve known her forever. The way we talk to each other would make you think we’ve been friends for many years. Hell, it may even make you think we are actually a married couple. That thought does not help my cock. Thinking about her with my ring on her finger causes a funny sensation in my chest. It also makes me want to claim her.
“Let's go back to my room.” I want her all to myself.
“Let’s go.”
I snag her hand, heading toward the elevator and stepping on. Another man tries to join us, but I tell him to catch the next. He lifts his hands and takes a step back. As soon as the door closes, I’m all over her.
From the moment I saw Kinley this is all I’ve been able to think about. I need to be inside of her. To feel a part of her. Even if it is only for tonight. When the elevator dings, we stop kissing long enough to get into my room. The dress is history when my hands get a hold of her. Her loud gasp fills the room.
I need to feel her on me. Skin to skin. It’s been so long since I’ve actually felt close to someone. I’ve spent so much time making sure I kept everyone at a distance. It was for their protection. Now I’m like a starved beast, and the only thing that will satisfy my appetite will be feasting on Kinley.
She goes for the buttons of my shirt, but she’s not quick enough. I pull at the shirt and the buttons go flying, leaving me only in my slacks and shoes. Her destroyed bridesmaid dress lies on the floor, leaving her only in a thong and heels.
“You know this is only for tonight,” Kinley says as she reaches for the belt of my slacks. “It’s all we really have.”
“For now,” I remind her as she pulls my belt free from my pants. I want more than tonight, but right now it is all we can have. If it was only her going off to Europe I’d follow her, but I have things that I need to finish in Hong Kong. Loose ends that have to be tied up.
So for now I’ll let her think that this is only for tonight. But make no mistake about it; there will be many more nights of us being together. She’s already hooked me, and I haven’t even been inside of her yet. I should stop now before I get a taste of her. I know that once I do, there will be no turning back.
She starts to undo the button of my pants, but I stop her. If I get my dick out now I’ll be inside of her in seconds. I want to savor this. I want to see every inch of that curvy body of hers.
“Turn around,” I order her. “You have to trust me, Kinley. I’ll be good to you.” Something passes over her eyes, and she follows my order. “Bend down and don’t take the panties off. Leave the heels on. I want to feel them against me when I take you.” She sucks in a deep breath. I’m finding that the dirtier I talk, the more turned on she gets.
My cock jerks in my slacks thinking about being the man to get her to do all the dirty things she’s never done before. She’ll be mine and only mine in all ways. She turns to give me her back. I undo my slacks, reaching in to grip my hard cock, trying to get the damn thing to calm down.
The urge to take the edge off and mark her ass with my cum almost wins out. But I push that thought to the side, knowing that I want her to take every last drop of me inside of her tight cunt.
Her lush ass bounces as she does as I tell her. I walk over to her, my eyes eating up the vision in front of me. She turns to look at me over her shoulder, and her beautiful blond locks cascading down her naked back almost cause me to come undone. I grip both of her hips, pulling her into me. I rub my cock against her ass. She lets out a whimper as she begins to rub herself against me.
“You’ll wait until I’m done looking at you.” I release my grip on her hip to trail my fingers over her, getting closer to her pussy each time. My mind suddenly drifts to her belly being swollen with our child.
I slip my hand down between her thighs. I push her feet wider with mine to spread her more open for me. I groan when I feel how fucking wet she is.
“You’re hurting.” She nods even though it’s not a question. It’s not going to take much to make her come. I want to feel it, though. I’m a greedy bastard and want my cock inside of her as she finds her first release with me. I want to feel every bit of her orgasm.
I turn her in my arms, my eyes locking with hers. I don’t know how she is doing this. When I stare into her eyes, I see a future and not one I thought I wanted. Maybe it was my brother’s wedding that’s fucking with my head. Really I don’t care what it is in the end because I want her. All of her. Forever.
I kiss her. My hands go to her ass. I pick her up, carrying her over to the bed. She tries to thrust against me to rub her hard clit enough to get off, but I don't let her. I pull back as I lay her in the center of the bed. It’s not only her pussy that’s covered in wetness, but her thighs are too. Seeing her so turned on makes me feel even more out of control.
“Spread your legs. I want you to show me what belongs to me.” She lets out a small moan before she again follows my order. Right now I need to see every inch of her. Her sweet pussy glistens with arousal, making my mouth water. Tempting me in a way that I’ve never been tempted before. “If you want to come, you need to spread those thighs wider. I’m a big man.”
The glint in her eyes tells me she wants to say something smartass back, but her body is in too much need. I understand. If she barked an order at me at this moment I’d likely do it just so that I could be inside of her.