He releases my nipple and trails open-mouth kisses down my stomach. My entire body is on fire, and all I can think about is where his mouth is headed.
“Darian,” I plead as he kisses the top of my panties and then right over the spot where I need him the most. I’ve been turned on with him before to the point that I thought I couldn't take it anymore, but this is beyond that. “It hurts.”
“It hurts?” Darian jerks his head up.
“Please,” I whimper, and my fingers fist the sheets.
“I’m supposed to go slow and take my time.” His voice is so deep, and I can see in the tense line of muscles how he’s holding himself back. I have no doubt he has to be aching, too, but his worry for me has him going slow.
“Slow later. I need to cum now!”
At my demand, Darian grips the band of my panties and in one quick move he has them off. His hot mouth covers my throbbing clit, and when he sucks, I cum instantly. It’s so fast, but I don’t care. I was too on edge and out of my mind.
Darian doesn't stop as he licks me up and keeps going. I feel him pumping his fingers in and out as he groans against me. The sound of his need rolls through my body, and it’s turning me on as much as his mouth. He’s aggressive yet tender, his low groans of want making me feel needed. I feel like I’ve covered the inside of my thighs with my desire, and he just keeps rubbing his face in it. Maybe it’s like this for everyone, but god, I never knew it would feel so good.
“So fucking tight.” He thrusts his fingers harder, and I groan with pleasure. I want to feel him inside of me as his body moves over mine and to finally have my Darian in every way.
His tongue swirls around my clit and I’m going to come again. I would almost be embarrassed at how fast I’m getting off, but I don’t care right now. There are no barriers between us as I spread my legs wider and cry out his name. This orgasm is just as intense as the last, and I feel sweat slick my skin.
“Darian, I can’t…” I’m begging now as his tongue continues to lick, and my sex clenches around his fingers.
Slowly he pulls them out of me and kisses the insides of my thighs. I lie limp on the bed with my eyes closed as the need inside me builds once again. I’m addicted to his touch, and the moment it’s gone I’m desperate for more.
There might be something wrong with me. Is it normal to be this wet and turned on? I have no control over my own body because all it wants is more Darian. This can’t be normal, because it feels like more than love. It’s all-consuming, and what will I do if I can’t have this all the time?
“Out of that head, sweet girl.” Darian comes down over me, pressing his body into mine. He’s heavy and hard, and the weight of him is a comfort.
“I’m sorry. I was so fast and…” He cuts me off with his mouth, and I wrap my legs around him.
The flavor of my desire is on his tongue, and it reminds me that Darian belongs to me. Maybe that makes me possessive, but I want to mark him as mine. Sometimes it’s still hard to believe Darian loves me, even with our differences.
I hear the whispers around school that no one thinks we’re going to last. They think I’m some rich girl dating the bad boy for attention, or that he’s a bad boy trying to corrupt me. People wonder why else he would be dating me, but it’s all bullshit. They would know the truth if they ever got to know him or felt the kind of love we share.
“You getting off so fast makes me feel like a damn king.” I laugh, and like always, Darian makes me relax. “You sure you want to do this? We can stop here and wait.”
I release my hands from around his shoulders and slip them down his back into his underwear. “You’re going to make me think you don’t want to do this.”
This time he laughs as he shakes his head. “I’ve been ready longer than I should have been, babe.”
I hook my fingers into his boxer briefs and push them down as much as I can. He helps me the rest of the way before kicking them free so we’re both naked now. Being skin to skin with him is like coming home as he settles on top of me.
“You never act like it.” I stop wiggling when his bare cock brushes against my sex. Oh shit, this is happening.
“I try to be a gentleman.”
“I know.” When I tilt my chin up, his lips come down on mine.
Darian is always respectful and kind when we’re alone or in front of people. Sometimes I wonder if he does it because he’s trying to prove he’s good enough for me to others or to himself. I love that he can be so good, but there’s not a side of Darian that I don’t care about. He’s grown into the man he is because of what he’s been through, and I wouldn't change anything.
I can feel all his control melt away as the kiss becomes hungrier. We both begin to move our bodies together, and each time his cock slips further against me. When I feel the head of his cock at my opening and nudging for entry, I relax my knees and tilt my hips up.
“Take it, Darian. It’s yours, I choose you.” He sucks in a breath as his eyes lock with mine.
“I love you,” he says before he thrusts all the way inside of me, and the air leaves my lungs. My nails dig into his back, and I close my eyes tight, trying to breathe through the pain. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.”
The pinch I felt quickly fades, and my body begins to enjoy the fullness inside of me. My sex clenches around his cock, and Darian lets out another string of F-bombs as the muscles in his chest and neck strain.
“Baby,” he moans, burying his face in my neck.
“I’m okay,” I reassure him, because I know sometimes he can worry a little too much about my safety. “Make love to me.”
“I don’t know what I did to get you but…”
I kiss him, cutting him off. It’s me that’s the lucky one. He brought real love into my life, and he didn’t let me go because he was supposed to. He just loved me as I am, with no strings or rules attached. It wasn’t full of conditions on what I could do for him, and for the first time in my life someone saw me.
He’s hard and thick as he pulls out and then hurries to thrust back inside. It’s slow at first until I dig my heels into his ass and he shifts. He hits a spot deep inside of me that has me moaning loudly. Both our groans fill the room as he takes control.
“Rosy,” he grits out. “Cum.”
His order is sharp, and it’s a tone he’s never taken with me before. It sparks something deep inside of me, and all I want to do is obey. I’m so turned on and he’s so big inside me that the sound of his dominance is all I need.
I cry out his name as I climax and then I feel his warm release spill inside soon after. He thrusts a few more times before he collapses on top of me, and I do the best I can to wrap my limp limbs around him and hold him close.
My whole body hums like it’s been electrocuted, and I didn’t know it could feel like this. I didn’t know I could be this happy. I want to laugh and cry at the same time because it’s a wave of emotions I wasn’t prepared for.
“I love you.” His words are mumbled as he kisses my neck.
“I love the feel of you on top of me.”
“That’s good because you’re going to feel it for the rest of your life.” I let out a giggle, and Darian groans as his cock twitches inside of me. “I want you again.”