I needed to get out of my head—
A key turned in the lock.
I took a deep breath and tried to shake the rest of the day off me.
Gideon let himself in and locked the door. Same sounds as last time. A kitchen chair was pulled out, and I assumed he hung his coat or suit jacket there.
He didn’t sit down on the edge of the bed first this time, though. I heard him unbuckle his belt and pull down his zipper, and it was as hot as it had been on Saturday.
“You’re my toy, and you don’t talk back.”
Welp. Hot. As. Fuck.
“Unless something is wrong,” he added hastily.
I grinned to myself.
Was it weird that I found his uncertainty adorable and charming? It drew me in and stole my entire focus.
He crawled onto the foot of the bed and came up behind me, and it killed my humor. I was itching to find out what he had in store for me. More than that, I wanted to get him off and see how he’d react. But I knew the seeing part wouldn’t happen, because one of the last things he’d said to me during our first night was that he felt more comfortable without an audience, including me. He’d guessed, or rather stated, that I knew he wasn’t experienced, to which I’d nodded, and that seemed to bother him.
Even as a beginner, he wanted to come off as assertive. Life didn’t work that way.
He touched me with more ease today, thankfully. His hands roamed my back and sides, slowly inching down to my ass.
Had he dropped all his clothes yet?
“I want to use you,” he murmured.
I’m yours to use, honey.
“Almost like a doll…” He drew a single finger between my ass cheeks, and I flushed all fucking over. Where was this confidence coming from? “My God,” he whispered. “I’ve been thinking about this since I left.”
I swallowed.
The way he slowly, cautiously circled my ass drove me nuts. There was something indecent about his innocent exploration of me.
Next thing I knew, he lowered his head to kiss me there, and my eyes flashed open behind the sleep mask. He’d completely thrown me off guard. Weren’t we missing a whole bunch of steps? First base, second base… Fuck if I knew, but I didn’t think it was supposed to go from cuddling to tongue-fucking someone’s asshole.
Tongue-fucking was extreme, but he wasn’t shy, that was for sure. He dropped openmouthed kisses and pushed the tip of his tongue inside me, all while his long fingers kneaded my cheeks.
I had to swallow a moan when he reached under me and cupped my balls.
The blood in my body surged downward, and I had to lock my elbows into position.
“I masturbated in the car ride on the way over,” he admitted.
Jesus fucking Christ.
Was he a deviant in sheep’s clothing?
“I kept thinking of you riding me,” he went on, trailing his kisses higher up now. “It’s one of my biggest fantasies, you riding my cock in the back seat.”
That could be arranged in the right type of car.
I shivered incessantly as he kissed his way up my spine and wrapped his fingers around my cock.
“It feels so good to say these things out loud.” He planted his forehead against my back and breathed shallowly. “I wish I could touch you in public without people knowing what’s going on.”
An inexperienced man with bottled-up exhibitionist fantasies. This could get wild.
“Sometimes I just want my hands down your pants,” he said quietly. I bit back a groan. He stroked me unhurriedly from base to tip, twisting his grip slightly, then down again. “I want to see you come. Lie down on your back.”
I didn’t hesitate for a second. I turned around and dropped onto my back, and Gideon crawled over me so he was straddling my thighs.
“I made you this hard,” he whispered, seemingly to himself. “I can say whatever I want, and you won’t answer. You don’t realize how liberating that is. To not have to think twice about every word that comes out of my mouth.” He stroked me a little faster and tightened his grip, and I had to grit my teeth to hold back any noises. “My sexy, beautiful little toy. I’m going to fuck every hole possible in your body.”
He was killing me.
His breathing was coming out faster, making me wonder if he was stroking himself at the same time. It felt like that should be my job.
“You don’t understand,” he muttered. “The past two days, I’ve felt the levees break within me, figuratively speaking. When I say every hole possible, I mean it. Like sliding my cock between your buttocks until I come all over them. Like slowly pushing inside your wet mouth. Like sleeping with my cock buried in your ass.”
Fuck me!
I sucked in a breath, then smashed my lips together. I went rigid. If I didn’t tense up, I’d move. I’d fucking throw myself at him. I’d moan, plead, and gasp.
“I think I want the first one I mentioned right now,” he said, out of breath. “Turn around again, please. I have this vision stuck in my head, and I can’t get it out.” He kept talking while I scrambled into position on my stomach. “I want to see the come spurt out of my cock and soak you.”
I did the only thing I could do—I buried my face in the pillow and screamed internally.
Holy hell, where had this man come from?
“You can’t come yet,” he warned, pushing his cock between my ass cheeks. Then he pressed them together, creating a tight sleeve for his slick cock. Whether it was lube or pre-come, I didn’t know, but it was maddeningly hot. “This is what I’ve fantasized about for so long. A lovely boy existing for my needs.” He let out the sexiest groan I’d ever heard, and I could almost cry. I was so goddamn hard. “I’m going to take care of you too.”
Please do, before I come on the sheets like a preteen.
He started panting. “I want to sleep between your legs with your cock in my mouth. That’s my plan, and I won’t let you distract me.”
I tried so hard, but I couldn’t stop a whimper from slipping out between my lips, the low sound hopefully muffled by the pillow. He was seriously killing me. My cock hurt, my balls ached, a sharp current of sheer horniness buzzed through me without an end in sight, and my lungs burned for air.
Then he stopped. Or slowed down. And with a rough, raspy moan, he jerked forward and started coming. Hot splashes of his come landed along my spine.
I wanted to scream.
My mind was swimming in images of what I was desperate for, and I lost my mental footing. I existed in a place of decadent fantasies, and I reached for them all. Him fucking me hard, me deep-throating him, him nursing from my cock, me on my knees, our bodies intertwined, sweaty fucking, pleading moans, and twisted sheets.
Gideon called me a filthy mess as he slipped his cock out from between my ass cheeks, and then he told me he was going to clean me up.
“Lie still. I’ll be back.”
I counted the seconds.
I tried to unclench, but I couldn’t. I hadn’t even noticed I was white-knuckling the sheet.
When he came back, he dragged a warm washcloth over my lower body, and it took all my willpower not to squirm and push into his touch. Thankfully, he didn’t leave. Once he was done, he threw the washcloth somewhere, then rolled me over, and in a fluid motion, he joined me in bed and sucked my cock into his mouth.