None of them could control fate.
Ava opened the door between the garage and their home as Mason parked his car beside hers. Exhaustion made her feet heavy, her limbs slow.
The two of them had stayed at the hospital for five hours. Ray’s wife, Jill, had finally arrived, along with their two teenagers. Her daughter’s face was pale and her eyes red and swollen. Her son looked the same. Ava’s heart broke for the three of them.
And for Mason. He vacillated between looking lost and looking furious.
Ava wondered what he’d do when the shooter was found.
Her brain had wandered, as she thought of movies and books where the cop killer ends up dead in his cell. She had no doubt Mason would strangle the man with his bare hands if given the chance.
Ray has to live.
Grim surgeons had pronounced Ray’s surgery a success but were guarded on his prognosis. They’d insisted on talking to Jill alone, but she’d pulled both Mason and Ava along with her.
“The next twenty-four hours are crucial. We’re keeping him sedated, so all his energy goes toward his healing.”
Jill had looked stricken. “Sedated for how long? I can’t talk to him?”
Ava’s throat had tightened. She’s afraid he’ll die before she can speak with him.
Mason had scowled at the doctors but hadn’t spoken. One of them had glanced his way and done a double take at his stern expression.
“You can talk to him,” the doctor had told Jill. “Someone will take you back in a few minutes. I’m sure he can hear you.”
“But he can’t answer me,” she’d whispered, her knuckles white as she clenched her hands together.
“No, ma’am. Not yet. I’m sorry.”
The doctors had also allowed Ava and Mason a minute with Ray. Seeing the unconscious big man with tubes and equipment surrounding him had rocked her to the core. Ray Lusco was one of the kindest men she knew, and that kindness had placed him in harm’s way.
This isn’t fair.
Mason had gripped Ray’s hand and leaned close, speaking rapidly next to his ear. Ava couldn’t make out the words, but judging by Mason’s fierce expression, they were Dammit, get well and I will find the motherfucker.
The look on Mason’s face had haunted her the whole drive home. All the faces had. Jill’s, her children’s, and Ray’s.
Ava set her bag on a chair in the kitchen and reveled in the silence of her home after the nonstop voices and equipment in the hospital.
Too silent.
“Bingo?” she called. Usually the dog was right at the door to the garage when one of them arrived. Even if he’d been in the backyard, he’d dart through his doggy door the moment he heard a familiar car engine. “Bingo?” she said louder, listening for the clack of his nails on the wood floors.
A bark led her to the backyard door. He sat patiently on the deck, his dark eyes pleading.
His doggy door was locked.
“Crap!” Ava unlocked it and he darted through. “I’m so sorry, boy. I can’t believe I did that to you.” Bingo stopped at his food bowl and gobbled two big bites before bounding to the garage door to greet Mason.
“What’s wrong?” he asked Ava as he crouched to scratch the dog’s head and rub his ears.
“I locked him out somehow. He must be starving.”
“It won’t hurt him to be late to a meal.”
“I know, but still. I feel horrible.” The lock on the doggy door was a necessity. The first month they’d been in the home, they’d left it unlocked at night, allowing the dog access to the backyard if needed. It’d worked well until a raccoon decided to enter in the middle of the night.
Bingo’s barking had brought Mason pounding down the stairs to find a raccoon in the kitchen sink, calmly watching their dog flip out over the furry intruder.
Ava had shut Bingo in a bathroom, opened the back door, and then laughed uncontrollably as they tried to herd the raccoon out the door, chasing it from room to room. From then on, the door had been locked at night.
She pulled a bottle of rosé out of the wine fridge. Usually a red was her go-to, but during the hot summer she craved white or rosé. As she removed the cork, she kept an eye on Mason; he looked exhausted as he rubbed and petted the dog. Bingo soon had enough love from Mason and went back to his food bowl, attacking it with gusto.
Poor dog.
She didn’t like missing meals either. Grabbing two glasses, she started to pour.
“Beer for me,” Mason said, opening the fridge and removing an IPA.
Ava blinked. Usually Mason preferred a milder beer. Either he was too tired to notice what he had grabbed, or he needed the bitterness of the ale to cut through the pain of the day. She didn’t say anything, curious to see his reaction at the first sip. They kept the IPAs on hand for Ray.
Her heart contracted as she imagined the brown bottle in the big man’s hand.
Bingo lifted his head from his bowl and stared at Mason. Surprising Ava, the dog walked away from a half-filled bowl to sit at Mason’s feet. Not begging. Simply sitting.
Mason patted his head and then trailed Ava into the warm air outside, Bingo on his heels.
Mason and his son, Jake, had built an elegant roof over most of their large deck. It had a ceiling fan, electric heaters, and a gorgeous stone fireplace with a TV mounted above the gas unit. With comfy outdoor furniture, it had become their favorite room in the house—or not in the house. Ava couldn’t wait to use it when it snowed.
Mason sat on the sofa, gingerly leaned back against the cushion, and tapped the place beside him.
As if I’d sit anywhere else.
She sat and leaned into his side, her body touching him from shoulder to knee. He took her hand and held it in his lap. They should have changed out of work clothes into something cooler, but neither had the energy.
Bingo sat as close to Mason’s left foot as he could and rested his chin on Mason’s knee, his dark eyes fixed on his master.
Bingo knows he’s hurting.
Ava blinked hard.
Mason’s phone pinged with a text. “Jake,” he said, opening the message.
Ava knew what his son wanted. Jake sent Mason the same question every time there were local law enforcement deaths or violence. She watched the screen.
I heard the news are you ok
I’m fine
That was all his teenage son needed to put his mind at ease. No further questions. No explanations needed. Mason put the phone on the end table with a sigh. “I should have thought to text Jake.”
“You had other things on your mind.”
“A shitty day,” Mason muttered, calmly drinking his beer and staring at the blank television. She watched him swallow, slightly disappointed in his lack of reaction to the bitter beer.
“Definitely. But could have turned out much, much worse.”
I won’t think about that possibility anymore.
She’d dragged him to the emergency room before they left the hospital and made a doctor check his back. The doctor had flinched when he saw the blossoming bruise. An X-ray had shown no concerns, and he’d offered a prescription for painkillers, which Mason turned down. “Let me know if you change your mind. You’re going to be in pain for a few days.”
Ava swore she saw Mason silently mouth, “Good.”