“I didn’t almost get us killed,” she opens another jug of sterile water. “You almost did by not being aware someone put a tracking device on your truck last night while it was parked at Fort Monroe,” she wipes herself dry on a sterile disposable towel.
“How do you know that for a fact? And who are you talking about?”
“I’m talking about the dead dude who parked his Denali out of sight near Vera Young’s apartment,” she says. “Going the rest of the way on foot, nobody seeing him as dark and deserted as it was,” working her hands into the surgical gloves. “It doesn’t take but a minute to attach one of those sticky-backed trackers to the undercarriage, the bumper. Meanwhile, someone’s doing the same thing to his unattended vehicle.”
That someone was Carme, and it would seem that while I was working Vera’s crime scene, my sister was in the area. No doubt moving about stealthily like she is right now, she placed a tracking device on the hitman’s truck while he was placing one on mine.
“But if you saw him do it, why wouldn’t you go right behind him and remove it?”
“He would have known it was gone,” she replies. “Now you’ve tipped your hand.”
“And if you can track him, who is he and where was he staying?”
“Don’t know because he didn’t go anywhere he might be staying, and it’s not my problem now.”
“But why have me lead him here?” I again ask as she body blocks my view, collecting something from the ice chest.
“Better than him following you home,” she offers that horrific thought, walking out of the bathroom, one hand held behind her so I can’t see what’s in it.
But I have a pretty good idea. And I don’t have to cooperate.
“He could have done that last night,” I remind her. “I left Fort Monroe and went straight home. It didn’t occur to me to scan my truck with my spectrum analyzer, and obviously I should have. I was none the wiser about the tracking device, and the point is he could have followed me home . . .”
“I wouldn’t have let that happen,” she interrupts. “Now shush! Take them off,” indicating my coat and gun belt. “There’s no time to waste. We’ve gotta get going.”
I do as she says just like I always have, placing my jacket and gun belt, my pistol, the Chinese assault rifle on top of the cigarette-burned white Formica coffee table. Nearby is a pair of gray-tinted sports glasses.
“Now or never?” Carme demands, and it’s like facing my doppelgänger or own reflection, both of us powerfully, compactly built except I tend more toward pudge unless I’m exceedingly careful.
We’re the same height, not too tall or short. Our hair is collar length and cut the same. But hers used to be shorter and less shaggy. And I notice she has reddish highlights just like mine, only hers aren’t natural.
“Now or never. What’s it going to be?” she says, and the deeper greenish tint to her eyes must be from contact lenses when neither of us needs them.
It’s as if Carme’s trying to look more like me when it’s always been me wanting to look more like her, and on closer inspection I recognize the patterns woven into her black speed-skater-looking skin. The smart fabric is loaded with sensors that interface with her environment, including the black electronic bracelet around her left wrist.
“What’s it going to be, Sisto?” Hugging me, she touches her head to mine, making our secret sign. “Now or never? You have to say which one.”
“Now,” I give my consent for what’s already begun.
“Going forward you won’t remember certain encounters when it’s best you don’t,” she rolls my left sleeve above my elbow. “Some results no one can be sure about,” and I feel a slight pinch near my cubital vein. “Some things are best forgotten . . . ,” the voice instantly far away. “If need be, erased . . . never to be restored . . .”
“. . . There, there, steady as she goes . . .”
. . . Sitting me down on the edge of the mattress, and it’s as if I’m drunk and made of lead . . .
. . . The papery sound of a disposable sheet shaken open . . .
. . . As I try to speak, and nothing emerges, the room rotating . . .
“. . . You’ve got to trust me even when you don’t . . . ,” quick fingers undoing my clothing . . .
. . . Twitchy, seeing double . . .
“. . . Lay down on your back . . . That’s it . . . Just relax . . .”
. . . When I try to answer, it’s as if I’ve had a stroke . . .
. . . A draft of frigid air . . .
. . . The sound of a door shutting . . .
. . . Murmuring and footsteps . . .
“. . . No matter what, dear, remember I’m here . . . ,” fragments of a voice that sounds like Mom’s. “. . . Everything’s going to be okay, I promise . . . You’ll be fine, dear . . .”
. . . Gentle hands work my sports bra over my head as my boots come off, and I’m paralyzed . . .
. . . Sinking down, down, deeper into dimness . . .
. . . Vaguely aware of the nonfragrant mist spraying over every inch of my body . . .
. . . The papery feel of a sheet draped over me . . .
“. . . We’re in this together . . . ,” Carme’s voice, and I can’t answer or volunteer a thought. “. . . Isn’t that right, Sisto . . . ? Remember how I came up with that . . . ? When we were kids . . . ?”
. . . Sister + Callisto = Sisto if you do the math . . . , hearing it in my head as clear as day . . .
. . . But I can’t utter a sound or move my lips as something wet and cold is rubbed over my fingertips . . .
“. . . You won’t remember what you’re about to experience . . . All the same, trust me when I say that a deeper part of you will know . . . and realizing the truth will cause you to seek it . . .”
“. . . Think of it as an upgrade to your programming, dear . . . Of entering new dimensions with untold possibilities . . .”