“What? You’re going to drug me too?”
“Fine. Throw up if you want. But you’ll be cleaning it up.”
Bastard. Bastard. Bastard.
Violet grabbed the pill and put it in her mouth, then took the glass and a hefty swallow of water. Maybe, if she was lucky, it would be Valium. God knew, she could use one right about now.
“What was that?” She handed back the empty water glass to him, her mouth tasting marginally less vile.
“An antinausea pill.”
“Great, so you’re looking after me now?” A weird kind of euphoria had started to move through her and since the pill clearly hadn’t been Valium, it must mean she was in shock. Or something. Whatever, the fear and nausea had started to drop away as if knowing the worst, she had nothing left to be afraid of. Except for a gunshot wound of course.
“You’re an investment and I have to protect it.” He gave her a once-over that was the very definition of impersonal. “Are you hungry?”
“No.” Not a lie. The thought of food made her feel sick again, especially if he’d made it for her.
“Fine. I have to take care of a couple of things. I’ve left you some food on the counter in the kitchen. And for future reference, there’s nothing sharp in there you can use as a weapon. But good luck if you want to use the frying pan.”
He turned and started heading in the direction of the front door.
So he was leaving? Well, excellent. She wanted him to be gone. Maybe once he was, she could start trying to figure out how to escape, or at least how to contact someone who could help her.
“How long are you going to be?”
“I don’t know. But don’t worry, you’ll be quite safe here.”
“But not safe from you.”
He stopped, as massive as a modern gladiator, the black cotton of his hoodie stretching over his wide shoulders, and turned his head, tar-black eyes sweeping over her. “Princess, no one is safe from me.”
A shiver of fear broke through the weird euphoria.
Yeah, that she could believe.
The apartment door clicked shut five minutes later, leaving her mercifully alone; and for a long moment she just sat there as the pill he’d given her calmed her roiling stomach.
Then, once she was feeling a little better, she got to her feet to have a bit of a look around.
The apartment was huge, a great echoing space that seemed to occupy the whole top floor of the building. The kitchen was in one corner, an industrial, bare-looking affair that had the basic amenities but not much more, while the lounge where she’d sat occupied the whole right side of the apartment. Because the space was so massive, with a soaring ceiling, it made all the furniture seem far too small for the room, as if they too were cowering.
A couch, a low coffee table, and, most weirdly of all, a lonely thick, colorful rag-rolled rug. It looked like a setting from another room that had been plonked into the space without regard for the surroundings. A little island in the sea of the vast wood floor.
On the opposite side of the apartment was nothing but more bare floorboards and open space. A punching bag hung from a beam, a treadmill and stationary bike not far from it. Another little island of purpose.
There wasn’t anything else of much interest or use, apart from a few bookshelves filled haphazardly with a strange collection of books. Classics and thrillers, sci-fi and romance, with a few cozy mysteries thrown in for good measure. She could see Elijah reading the thrillers, but he didn’t strike her as an intellectual kind of guy for the classics. And there was no way he’d be reading the romances.
It was weird.
There wasn’t anything personal hanging around either, apart from the books. No photos or pictures, no knickknacks. Not even a potted plant.
Frustrated, she wandered over to the doorway that led to the bathroom and went down the little hall. After a quick search of the bathroom failed to turn up anything useful, she continued on down to the end of the hallway to where it opened up into a huge bedroom.
It was as bare as the rest of the apartment.
A massive bed was pushed into a corner up against a window, and it clearly hadn’t been slept in. There were no creases in the crisp black sheets; they looked like they’d just been ironed.
Against the opposite wall stood a chest of drawers, but a cursory rifle through them turned up nothing but practical, plain male clothing.
Violet cursed as she slammed the drawer back.
Why couldn’t there have been a handy gun just lying around? It didn’t matter that she didn’t know how to fire one, at least it would have given her an option.
Slowly, she walked over to the windows and looked out.
The cold, steel blue of the river flowed, snow falling in fat, white flakes. People moved on the sidewalks and traffic drove along the streets, the world going on as if nothing had happened. As if she wasn’t the prisoner of some scary dude who’d kidnapped her at gunpoint and was going to use her as bait.
Your father is dead. Your father was a monster.
She leaned her head against the cold glass, the handcuffs heavy around her wrists.
Her eyes prickled with tears.
She’d known there was something wrong with him. Deep down, she’d known. But she’d ignored what her gut was trying to tell her because she hadn’t wanted to face it. Her suspicions about Theo’s death already haunted her; she didn’t want to have suspicions about her father as well, not after she’d lost her brother, the one person in her life she could count on.
In fact, since Theo had disappeared—she’d always refused to believe he was dead—she’d had no one except Honor, her best friend since high school. She hadn’t talked to Honor about Theo before, but the moment that lead had come through, she’d wanted to go straight to her friend and lay it all out for her. Because if she was going to track Theo down, she was going to need help. Perhaps Honor might even get Gabriel Woolf, her boyfriend, to help too..
She went still all of a sudden as she remembered something.
Hadn’t she texted Honor? Yeah, she had. She hadn’t gotten a return text, but hers at least had gone through. Which meant that Honor knew Violet wanted to talk to her and might be trying to contact her.
How long would it take for her to realize Violet wasn’t answering her texts? How long before she realized she was missing?
Another thought struck her.
If her father was dead, then all hell would have broken loose.
Someone would be trying to get hold of her. Someone would be trying to find her.
Who? Your mother? Like she gives a shit …
Violet pushed the thought away. No, someone would. Honor would.
She swallowed, the small knot of fear beginning to loosen a little bit. It would probably take a day or two for Honor to realize she was actually missing, but then the hunt would be on. Of course actually finding her would be another story.
A wave of sudden exhaustion swept through her.
She’d been kidnapped at gunpoint, locked into an apartment, shot at, forced to take a bullet out of someone’s shoulder, and she had thrown up. She was officially sick of being scared. Sick of being angry. Sick of the grief and the guilt that waited for her if she thought too much about it.
A person could only take so much before they just shut down.
She turned from the window, looked at the bed with its perfect black sheets and black velvet quilt. Seemed ridiculously sumptuous for a man like Elijah. A monster of a man.