“What if we don’t come back? What if we just…live on in the RV forever?”
Her idea wasn’t too crazy, but I hadn’t thought that far.
I still had my job to come back to in a year, luckily.
“What about college?” I asked, studying her face carefully. “I thought you wanted to get a bachelor’s degree in communication.”
She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “I haven’t thought about college in a while, Otis. I don’t feel like studying. I wanna see the world with you.”
I needed to make her stop talking before I changed my mind about ever coming back here.
So I licked my lips and pushed myself up to lean over her, then pressed my lips to hers.
She was hesitant at first, but soon eased into me with her hands fisting my hair.
“You think too far ahead,” I mumbled against her lips, then gripped her jaw and deepened the kiss.
Her tongue moved against mine in soft, slow motions, and the taste of morning breath didn’t bother either of us.
I was starting to think that nothing I’d do to her would be too gross, and after feeding her my cum last night, I had many more things in my head that she might enjoy.
Genesis then broke the kiss and pushed me away from her to get some distance between us, and my eyes were back on hers as she started talking again.
“What’s wrong with that?”
Her brows furrowed, and I puckered my lips while brushing back a few strands of her hair behind her ear.
“Nothing, I just think it’s not the right time to think about all that yet. We haven’t even been on the RV, and you already wanna stay in it for the rest of your life. What if you get bored? Start getting annoyed with me and don’t want to sleep in one bed with me?” I asked.
“You know that will never happen, Otis.”
Her frown deepened, and her eyes moved down to my naked chest.
“Last night…I think I realized that you’re the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. I know it sounds stupid, but you’re the one for me. I don’t care about what people might think or say. As long as I have you, I’m happy. Besides, no one will know us.”
Her words made perfect sense, but I still couldn’t go into it and agree with her for some reason.
“I think these are the most words you’ve ever said at once,” I chuckled.
“Otis, I’m serious!” she sighed, hitting my chest with her hand.
“I know you are. But it’s not that simple. I have a job I like, and Roberval is my home. Besides…won’t you miss your friends?”
“They’ll all be out of college when we’re back.”
Touché.
I sighed, running my hand through her hair.
“Let’s see how our first year goes, okay? Maybe we spend a week or two on the road and find out that it’s not for us. Who knows?”
She studied my face and her frown finally vanished.
“Okay.”
Her lips pressed into a thin line, then a smile appeared on her face.
“You don’t regret what happened last night, do you?”
“Of course not, Genesis.”
I moved again, propping myself up onto my elbow and looking down into her face.
“I guess I’ve always known what we have is different. I just never wanted to think about it too much.”
“Why?”
I brushed my thumb along her cheek.
“Because I was scared to ruin everything. Having you sleeping in my arms since you were three has been the best thing in my life and knowing that I could’ve ruined everything by making a fatal mistake and getting too close to you, would’ve destroyed me.” I smiled and touched the tip of my nose to hers.
“But I’m glad you made the first move. Shows me that all this time…I wasn’t wrong about the way you were looking at me.”
Her eyes widened, and her cheeks turned a bright pink.
“How did I look at you?”
“With love in your eyes. Adoration. I’ll never forget the look on your face a few days after spending time here with me. We were playing with your new dinosaurs, and you suddenly stopped and stared at me for minutes. Then, you told me that you loved me.”
The same admiration she showed me years ago could now be seen in her eyes again.
“I guess I knew I’d be safe with you,” she whispered. “I don’t have many memories of when I was still living with my mom, but I remember feeling something for the first time. I think that first night you held me is still stuck with me. The feeling of warmth and coziness. And love.” She kept her voice quiet and her eyes on mine, and I felt my heart warm with every word she said.
“I’m glad you feel that way.”
I pulled her in and kissed her softly on the lips, moving my tongue between them to taste her again.
She clung to me with her hand buried in my hair, and I pressed my body against hers to show her once again what she was doing to me.
I was rock hard, and not just from sleep.
Although she woke me up early again, and we still had time before leaving for Ottawa in a few hours, it wasn’t the right moment to fuck her.
Not this morning, but soon.
I grabbed the sandwiches I prepared yesterday out of the fridge, then pulled the plug and left the door of it open for it to cool down.
Otis was already outside, getting everything ready in the RV to finally get going.
My heart was beating fast.
After our talk this morning, I realized that no one could tell me what to feel.
He was my person, and I couldn’t wait to see new places while being mostly all alone.
We intended on making stops in some cities or towns, but most of the time we wanted to spend our nights away from population.
“Genesis!” Otis called out, and I leaned back to look outside the front door while wrapping aluminum foil around the sandwiches.
“Everything okay?” I asked.
“Yeah, I’m ready to leave. You coming?”
“Be right there!”
I took one last look around the kitchen, then walked through the living room to get outside.
“Here, put them in the mini fridge.” I handed the sandwiches over to him and pulled the door closed to lock it, not just once but two times.
Not that it would hinder anyone from breaking in through a window or because we were scared of having things stolen.
There was nothing in that trailer that had a greater value than ten dollars.
Not even the tv was worth much, since it was the same one we’ve had ever since I came to live with Otis.
I turned to look at our home for the next year, and my excitement grew bigger.
“I can’t wait to finally be all alone with you,” I told Otis as he stepped back out of the RV.
He smiled and pulled me in with his hands on my waist. “Me neither. It’ll be beautiful. Just nature and small towns around us. And most importantly…there’s no hurry.”
He leaned in to kiss my lips, and I placed my hands on his chest, feeling his heartbeat.
“Are you going somewhere?”
The woman’s voice came from behind us and I jumped, breaking the kiss and looking at whoever had just caught us kissing.
The elderly woman was staring at us as her small dog sniffed the grass around them.