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A Little Hatred(7)
Author: Joe Abercrombie

   ‘I killed that lad.’ And she sniffed up a noseful of cold snot and spat it away.

   ‘Aye.’ Isern trimmed off a chagga pellet and stuck it behind her lip. ‘You killed him all to bits, and robbed everyone who knew him, and cut all the good he might ever do out of the world.’

   Rikke blinked. ‘Well, you’re the one split his skull!’

   ‘That was a mercy. He’d have drowned on your arrow for sure.’

   Rikke found she was rubbing at her back, trying to get her thumb up to where that shaft had been, but she couldn’t quite reach. No more than that boy had been able to. ‘Don’t reckon he deserved it, really.’

   ‘Deserving won’t make much difference to an arrow. The best defence against arrows is not a life nobly lived but to be the one who shoots them, d’you see?’ Isern sat back against her, smelling of sweat and earth and chewed chagga. ‘They were your father’s enemies. Our enemies. Wasn’t as if there was any other choice.’

   ‘Not sure I even made a choice.’ Rikke picked at her sore fingernails as she picked at the memory, over and over. ‘Just fumbled the string. Just a stupid mistake.’

   ‘You could as well name it a happy accident.’

   Rikke hunched into her cold cloak and her bleak mood. ‘No justice, is there? For him or for me. Just a world that looks the other way and doesn’t care a shit about either one of us.’

   ‘Why should it?’

   ‘I killed that lad.’ Rikke’s foot twitched, and the twitch became a quiver up her leg, and the quiver became a shiver all over. ‘However I turn it around … just doesn’t feel right.’

   She felt Isern’s hand firm on her shoulder, and was grateful for it. ‘If killing folk ever starts to feel right, you’ve a worse kind of problem. Guilt can sting, but you should be thankful for it.’

   ‘Thankful?’

   ‘Guilt is a luxury reserved for those still breathing and with no unbearable pain, cold or hunger demanding all their fickle attention. Long as guilt’s your big problem, girl …’ Rikke saw the faint gleam of Isern’s teeth in the gathering darkness. ‘Things can’t be that bad.’

   She slapped Rikke’s thigh and gave a witchy cackle, and maybe there was some magic in it after all because Rikke cracked her first smile in a day or two, and that made her feel just a bit better. Your best shield is a smile, her father always said.

   ‘Why haven’t you just left me behind?’ she asked.

   ‘I gave my word to your da.’

   ‘Aye, but everyone says you’re the most untrustworthy bitch in the whole North.’

   ‘No one should know better than you what the things everyone says are worth. Truth is, I only care about keeping my word to folk I like. I seem untrustworthy because there are only seven of those outside the hills.’ She made a fist of her tattooed hand, trembling tight. ‘To those seven, I am a rock.’

   Rikke swallowed. ‘You like me, then?’

   ‘Meh.’ Isern opened her blue fist and shook out the fingers with a clicking of knuckles. ‘About you, I remain to be convinced, but I like your father and I gave him my word. That I’d try to put an end to your fits and coax your Long Eye open and bring you back to him still breathing. The small matter of an invasion may have nudged him out of Uffrith, but the commitment still stands, far as I’m concerned, wherever Stour Nightfall’s bastards might’ve driven him off to.’ Her eyes flickered to Rikke, cunning as a fox that sees the coop unguarded. ‘But I’ll admit I’ve a selfish reason, too, which is a good thing for you, since selfish reasons are the only reasons you should trust.’

   ‘What reason?’

   Isern opened her eyes very wide so they bulged from her filthy face. ‘Because I know there’s a better North waiting. A North free of the grip of Scale Ironhand, and the one who pulls his strings, Black Calder, and the one who pulls his strings even. A North free for everyone to choose their own way.’ Isern leaned close in the darkness. ‘And your Long Eye will pick out our path to it.’

 

 

      Keeping Score

   Sparks showered into the night, the heat a constant pressure on Savine’s smiling face. Beyond the yawning doorway, straining bodies and straining machinery were rendered devilish by the glow of molten metal. Hammers clattered, chains rattled, steam hissed, labourers cursed. The music of money being made.

   One-sixth of the Hill Street Foundry, after all, belonged to her.

   One of the six great sheds was her property. Two of the twelve looming chimneys. One in every six of the new machines spinning inside, of the coals in the great heaps shovelled in the yard, of the hundreds of twinkling panes of glass that faced the street. Not to mention one-sixth part of the ever-increasing profits. A flood of silver to put His Majesty’s mint to shame.

   ‘Best not to loiter, my lady,’ murmured Zuri, fires gleaming in her eyes as she glanced about the darkened street.

   She was right, as always. Most young ladies of Savine’s acquaintance would have come over faint at the suggestion of visiting this part of Adua without a company of soldiers in attendance. But those who wish to occupy the heights of society must be willing to dredge the depths from time to time, when they see opportunities glitter in the filth.

   ‘On we go,’ said Savine, boot heels squelching as she followed their link-boy’s bobbing light into the maze of buildings. Narrow houses with whole families wedged into every room leaned together, a spider’s web of flapping washing strung between, laden carts rumbling beneath and showering filth to the rooftops. Where whole blocks had not been cleared to make way for the new mills and manufactories, the crooked lanes reeked of coal smoke and woodsmoke, blocked drains and no drains at all. It was a borough heaving with humanity. Seething with industry. And, most importantly, boiling over with money to be made.

   Savine was by no means the only one who saw it. It was payday, and impromptu merchants swarmed about the warehouses and forges, hoping to lighten the labourers’ purses as they spilled out after work, selling small pleasures and meagre necessities. Selling themselves, if they could only find a buyer.

   There were others hoping to lighten purses by more direct means. Grubby little cutpurses weaving through the crowds. Footpads lurking in the darkness of the alleys. Thugs slouching on the corners, keen to collect on behalf of the district’s many moneylenders.

   Risks, perhaps, and dangers, but Savine had always loved the thrill of a gamble, especially when the game was rigged in her favour. She had long ago learned that at least half of everything is presentation. Seem a victim, soon become one. Seem in charge, people fall over themselves to obey.

   So she walked with a swagger, dressed in the dizzy height of fashion, lowering her eyes for no one. She walked painfully erect, although Zuri’s earlier heaving on the laces of her corset gave her little choice. She walked as if it was her street – and indeed she did own five decaying houses further down, packed to their rotten rafters with Gurkish refugees paying twice the going rent.

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